yes……this is the worst decision i ever made…..joining the bowling club…my friend kim though i very happy with it…..well starting time is but not now i feel!!
yey….from bad to worse….people always say train more will be better, play more will be better….but i am the other way round…everyweek i go to bowling…..yey play more…no improvement at all but become from bad to worse….kind of sad and disappointment for me myself..
I decided to stop for 1 month……totally stop…no more bowling at all…banned it…
I hope i can improve…but if i am stupid and not talented at all…it is kind of wasting my own resources such as $$ and time to keep pushing myself to join..
Decision about joining or not after stopping for 1 month will see how i feel about it…yes i know many people say i like to ‘putus asa’ very fast if i hit some problem in the middle….kind of agree to it…such as TA and librarian…
Inconsistency is killing me….today i maybe good…but not tomorrow…this hour i am good…but not the next hour…
How to become more consistent ??….no idea about it…
I have to work 10x time harder than other people to get the same result…..what to do??……with a RAM memory and inconsistency result…
Experiences taught me not to push myself too far sometime……i cant do it mean i cant…
yay…hate mean hate love mean love……cannot mean cannot
i must accept the reality although i seldom will accept it because i will argue that the reality is wrong etc……blame others rather than me myself!!
Tzmin you must accept what have happen….and not looking back on it!!
葉子 - 阿桑
This song is kind of sad for me…the singer itself sadly also just passed away…because of cancer…
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